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I'm tired of chasing rainbows
I'm tired of being a freak
I'm tired of growing older
I'm tired of clawing after hope
                        Grasping for illusions
I'm tired of being a disappointed optimist
I'm tired of having my faith betrayed
But I know only that I must trudge on
Endevour to persevere
I must look on the bright side or I will darken and die
Trust faith hope are so hard to hold on to
But they are my raft in this life